maeday's word dump

 My days are getting less everyday as school comes up for me, I'm not really going to enjoy the first day because I usually don't. Hopefully the openhouse goes well, other than that, not sure what else to say.

Stay away from communication and any social media. Finish projects ASAP so you won't have to hear anything. Do stuff with yourself always. Distract yourself with the TV. Sleep forever Consider saying goodbye to some communities. Take a break from a project, maybe even a hiatus. Don't talk to people at school much. Be uninterested with what they say. Don't reach out for friends first, let them try to reach to you. Be a man on his own island. Bury yourself in hobbies, most importantly ones that you believe you can do with yourself. Disappear completely. Stop thinking about people you want to be with/future goals involving 2+ people. Turn off any notifications, keep the world outside your ears. Speak to your emotions. If they don't fit you, then ignore them.

 I have boiled down to a few more names from the previous post I made about a band idea. I'm most likely gonna make it a duo between me and reydio silence. (One of the people I have collaborated with.) Ofc, the project focuses mainly on slowcore and the like, for example, manifesto tracks. Other names I have thought of: first pet buried i've pushed everyone I ever loved away from me, and it's all my fault survivor's guilt (not sure about this one because I ran out of ideas)

 Posting again, I got some goals to place. I believe I'm going to try a new method when it comes to efficiently finishing tasks. I didn't finish some things so I might finish them in the future or today. For example, I didn't finish some progress on FIEA8 since I was already listening to music, which when I do such, I usually don't do tasks that involve having to listen to certain things, with FIEA's case its literally make plunderphonics music. But oh well, the quicker I get it done the closer to leaving the caretaker community for good gets closer. Things to do: Finish a section, or part of a section of FIEA8. Upload Yume 2kki OST, I have many requests. Practice my guitar. Maybe learn some coding. Less priority: Create another song for my debut album Work on Progressiverooms. Work on drawing (With heads and perspective)

 I didn't actually post yesterday because I didn't feel like it. However, good morning, I'm ready to begin my day, since I fought waking up but won today.  Today I really want to work on more slowcore music, finish my fan project "Fading Individual Evaporates Away", work on Progressiverooms, learn perspective in drawing, mainly the faces, and then learn arms eventually. I also need to play my guitars again; I got both the acoustic and the electric. And if I get the time, I might make music from Yume 2kki and work on coding.

 I nearly forgot to post something, but yeah, I woke up late since I slept pretty late, nearly 1:30 AM to 2 AM. Right now, I'm playing Starbound and I finished a demo song that I've put in my 'roster' for my upcoming album. That's all.

 Hell do i want privacy forever, i dont want anyone going in my room, and i want to be alone, this is somewhat a vent because i don't like my mom invading my room and taking things out of it. I want to be away, it fucks me up and I hate it.

 Today marks where I have more freedom in my day, I'm testing out a new technique for my schedule, trying to sandwich fun and not fun activities to even it out and make it enjoyable. Other than that, nothing else to say.

 Might as well use this blog to also make up track ideas: Right now, I've made the idea of making a track with the title 'erased and replaced'. That's all, just storing this here for tomorrow or sometime.

 This idea is what I thought of when I was going home from swimming at cascade. Basically, I would get my friends together, like someone named reydio silence. and another friend named 'my delusions affect who i am' and form a little artist name that can be used to post demos and music that didn't make a final cut inside an album, like a dump for things that you didn't really like into an album. It is similar to the idea of compilations and also is based off the duo 'Wishing', which was a formation of the person behind the artist 'Flatsound' and 1/2 of the duo of 'Fox Academy'. They made so much music and it was inspiring, yeah, that's all I got to say. Might consider calling it 'Loombax' or 'Melancollie'.

 I didn't post anything this morning since my family, and I went straight to the cascades. I swam there and right now I got home. I'm going to take a shower later since the water was quite cold. It was also slightly annoying since the 'sand' in the water was made up of multiple little pebbles that made my feet suffer. Next time I'll make sure to bring water shoes. Other than it was fun, we ate a buffet and then went home, which is why I'm typing this right now.

 Drawing is wonderful and it's one of the talents im putting up with along with music and coding. I'm doing as much as I can around in those areas as much as possible before my next year of HS appears. Man, I'm not ready for it.

 Pete The Cat is certified my favorite comfort character, him not only being my childhood hero but also being a cat. I love cats ever since I was born, hearing Pete the Cat from kindergarten was amazing and it still is as a teen.

 Made a song before I made this blog called where, just added vocals. Might try to optimize but as of now it appears it sounds really well. Not bad but I could improve the vocals out of everything. If the vocals don't work in the end, I might just remove it entirely and reshape the song.

 For last month and this month ive been trying to figure out to efficiently make music, it seems my best choice is to use FL studio and to heavily experiment with different notes until one clicks if that makes sense.

  One of my names is i'llunderstandoneday, with the help of a label, i was able to appear big and now I have appeared in one fans also like section. 

 I forgot to mention earlier when I woke up, but I renamed the thing to Progressiverooms GPS, I have successfully registered all current levels, including Non-Level Spaces and Esoteric Levels. Took me quite a while to get and I think I'm ready to begin doing stuff.

 Good morning, just woke up at 9 today after staying up till nearly 2 am last night since i had a lot of fun with one of my friends in vc. We did a bunch of things, and continuing from the previous post i almost got the database for Progressiverooms done. So I'm gonna finish that today after my breakfast is done.

 Right now, I have such a deep love for Yume 2kki, a freeware game based on the original game called 'Yume Nikki' by the anonymous developer KIKIYAMA. It was developed in rm2k, and one day I wish I could contribute to it too, but I don't have money to buy rm2k since i already purchased rm2k3. I am making my own fangame called 'underpasss', just began and only has one dream world other than the Nexus. I got help from my friend pijoen to help on the first world that connected to The Nexus, but other than that, maybe I could contribute to CU (collective unconscious) since i did have entrance but abruptly left all discord servers due to a sudden break for my mental health.

 I added Levels 0-101 including all associate levels, or levels with decimal points. (E.g. Level 65.5 or Level 7.6) I feel like doing 102+, NLS and Esoteric Levels after something like a break not sure if I'm going to take a break but something around that.

 Now the blog looks a tad bit better, plus Times New Roman font. The background is catwheezie.

 Right now, I'm using GPT and neocities to make a page to find shallow connections between Levels in the Progressiverooms, my fan-made backrooms. It's going pretty well and it contains everything I would ever want for this calculator. I tested a while ago to put it on Google Sites, the thing providing Progressiverooms. It works gladly since they have a feature to embed entire sites.  Here you can see the input of the levels, a start level is given and an end level is given. The algorithm used here is Breadth First Search to find the shortest level route, this is using a JavaScript dictionary and keys, in common of all levels in the database of Progressiverooms, which at this time I'm still adding more since we have like roughly 200+ levels, is that is contains a condition key which is what is providing the exits of a level and the conditions to exit as seen. Two check boxes are also used to skip any levels that contain the key for chance-based levels and levels that requi...

 Progressiverooms is my backrooms-fanmade project that begun roughly 3 years ago after the formation of a similar Google Slide called 'progressive'. It was for funnies, or just meme posting, progressive is no longer active, but Progressiverooms is byfar and at the time the only project that continues. It contains multiple friends, including ones from school and ones not from school, those being online friends. 

 Hi, i'm maeday and I've made a blogspot for myself to divide it from my vent blogspot. There isn't much to see here but me talking about my life so I can look back on it when I begin getting older. I'm a music artist, drawing artist and coder. I don't do much but eventually I'll make more posts about what I do. No vents should appear here, at most it should just be frustration posts.