maeday's word dump

 I just learned about pronghorns, basically "American Antelopes". They aren't actually antelopes apparently and are more related to giraffes and okapi (forest giraffe).  In some sources, they are considered the second-fastest land animal, behind cheetahs. The adaptation of a pronghorn might've also been influenced by an extinct species known as the American cheetah. That's odd actually, I never knew they existed.  Even if they're the "second-fastest" land animal, they can sustain their speeds for much longer than a cheetah, possibly being able to outrun such predator. As for the "horns" of the pronghorn, they basically have sheath that cover bony cores. This sheath, however, is shed and regrown every year. In comparison, cows have engrained bones covered in keratin, while deer have antlers made purely of bone that fall off. But oh well, they're basically just adaptations that have grown to outrun extinct predators. But not antelopes, as...

 I'm gonna repurpose this blog just to talk about school-related/topic-related stuff that isn't heavy. Anyways, I'm gonna talk about public key encryption. ---- Basically, public key encryption is the act of encrypting something. (Like a message) with a public key, in which the receiver will decrypt it using their OWN private key. Actually, your browser does it and is basically the foundation of SSL/TLS (the latter is used today), as well as HTTPS. For example, let's say that Faed wants to send Gigi a secret. And Faed wants to make sure the message gets to Gigi without a middleman listening in and getting sensitive stuff.  So, Gigi posts a public key  on her website. Then, Faed accesses this public key and encrypts her message "I kinda like u <3", using Gigi's public key. When Faed sends the encrypted stuff over, even if a hacker were to get hands on the love message, it would be gibberish without Gigi's private key , which ONLY she possesses.  And ...

 My days are getting less everyday as school comes up for me, I'm not really going to enjoy the first day because I usually don't. Hopefully the openhouse goes well, other than that, not sure what else to say.

Stay away from communication and any social media. Finish projects ASAP so you won't have to hear anything. Do stuff with yourself always. Distract yourself with the TV. Sleep forever Consider saying goodbye to some communities. Take a break from a project, maybe even a hiatus. Don't talk to people at school much. Be uninterested with what they say. Don't reach out for friends first, let them try to reach to you. Be a man on his own island. Bury yourself in hobbies, most importantly ones that you believe you can do with yourself. Disappear completely. Stop thinking about people you want to be with/future goals involving 2+ people. Turn off any notifications, keep the world outside your ears. Speak to your emotions. If they don't fit you, then ignore them.

 I have boiled down to a few more names from the previous post I made about a band idea. I'm most likely gonna make it a duo between me and reydio silence. (One of the people I have collaborated with.) Ofc, the project focuses mainly on slowcore and the like, for example, manifesto tracks. Other names I have thought of: first pet buried i've pushed everyone I ever loved away from me, and it's all my fault survivor's guilt (not sure about this one because I ran out of ideas)

 Posting again, I got some goals to place. I believe I'm going to try a new method when it comes to efficiently finishing tasks. I didn't finish some things so I might finish them in the future or today. For example, I didn't finish some progress on FIEA8 since I was already listening to music, which when I do such, I usually don't do tasks that involve having to listen to certain things, with FIEA's case its literally make plunderphonics music. But oh well, the quicker I get it done the closer to leaving the caretaker community for good gets closer. Things to do: Finish a section, or part of a section of FIEA8. Upload Yume 2kki OST, I have many requests. Practice my guitar. Maybe learn some coding. Less priority: Create another song for my debut album Work on Progressiverooms. Work on drawing (With heads and perspective)

 I didn't actually post yesterday because I didn't feel like it. However, good morning, I'm ready to begin my day, since I fought waking up but won today.  Today I really want to work on more slowcore music, finish my fan project "Fading Individual Evaporates Away", work on Progressiverooms, learn perspective in drawing, mainly the faces, and then learn arms eventually. I also need to play my guitars again; I got both the acoustic and the electric. And if I get the time, I might make music from Yume 2kki and work on coding.